YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH CANUCKS !

I feel so responsible.
I am currently catching up on science homework. Now usually I wouldn't be behind in the first place, but this week I've spent hours and hours helping out with the Leadership to create our term 3 recognition assembly, so I've missed some classes. Oh, and I got sick.
After my science I'm going to breeze through a few pages of socials studies 11 (I got the top mark in my class of 11s and 12s btw).
By then it will most likely be around 5, so I'm going to go to a friend's birthday party and have some fun.
Then tomorrow I'm volunteering all day, then working all night. Hopefully I will get a chance to finish off my online planning booklets. I want to get those finished before May gets into full swing because with the play starting June 2nd rehearsals will get crazy ! and June is usually pretty hectic anyways.

This summer is shaping up to be a little ... CRAZY. I'm going to have to step on some toes and get myself out of some stuff because if I continue on without changing anything here's what my summer will look like :
730 - 330, Mon - Fri, work @ seaparc.
5 - 8, Mon - Thurs, summer school (to get ahead, not because I failed) in Langford.
5 - 10, Fri - Sun, work @ stone pipe.

Then in September I will be taking Chemistry 11, Biology 11, and Physics 11 with a spare. Oh, and my French exchange student will be here too.

Then, if I survive 'till then, in Febuary... I'M FREE ! AND OFF TOFRANCE FOR 3 MONTHS WITH NO WORK, AND NO RESPONSIBILITIES !!

one day friend, i'll push my homework aside. one day friend, i'll say no to my boss when he offers me extra shifts. one day friend, i'll dance down the street. one day friend, my tan will come from lying on my roof not from running after kids all day in the sun. one day friend, i'll stay up past 10:30. one day friend, i'll spend my friday night somewhere that isn't home or work. one day friend, i'll go to a party. one day friend, i'll sip on a beer. one day friend, we'll take a camping trip. one day friend, we'll drive around just because we can. one day friend, we'll have not a care in the world. one day friend, you'll ask me to come with you on an adventure and I'll drop all my responsibilities and we'll split.
one day friend, one day !

I'M A BE, I'M A BE, I'M A BE
LIVIN THAT GOOD GOOD LIFE

We're talkin on facebook chat, and in my mind I'm saying hmm, I like catching up but it hurts... maybe that's a sign. Maybe catching up isn't a good idea when your message pops up : wow typin on the computer is such a trip when you're drunk.
So much for getting off the drugs, the booze and getting on with school.

I'll see you later Devyn.

yes, yes, allright. I always get it mixed up, your birthday I mean. I always think it's on the 28th, even though you've told me a million times it's the 27th. But you always think mine is the 4th. Last year you did a big thing for my birthday, and I was shocked. But you were home then, and we were best friends. Things have changed.

yes, I did pretty much nothing for your birthday this year.

But you live a million miles away
and you don't phone me and tell me about your day anymore
and deep down I'm still mad at you
for leaving me and and breaking my heart
then coming back and making me whole again,
only to dart off without even telling me you were going
or even saying goodbye.
You see I'm used to you leaving,
and maybe I make a little less effort because I feel that you feel we're not important
maybe you make more effort so I'll think we are significant.
You're the one that taught me how to live without you,
and if it wasn't for facebook, I wouldn't know if you were alive or not.

But when it all comes down to it,
you've broken my heart so many times,
and so much worse than a boy ever could.
So I don't put in as much effort as I used to,
but you weave in and out of my life
and my heartstrings
not putting up any warning signals
and not caring about the destruction you make.

dear Tamara, you're my best friend.

but this yo-yo thing, it confuses me

I never know when to love you.