67 days until I go to France. It doesn't seem real, will it seem real once I'm on the plane?
I am so tired of waiting it makes me angry all the time

when someone sees straight into you
and wants to stand and hold you true

I undestand why some people cheat. To prove to themselves that they are still desireable to someone other than the person that is getting tired of them.

My exchange student gets invited to the parties I have spent a lifetime envying.

:)

falalalala lalalala

the time between arriving and finally leaving is sometimes called falling in love...

the ones that we love always hurt us the most.

"you're not a true friend and a good one, if you were
you would understand i don't need you"

how can you just leave without even telling me you're going or saying goodbye?
we were supposed to be best friends. how can you jsut come into my life and then just leave back and forth like I'm a fucking revolving door?
well you've broken me again, and it's salt in the wound because I believed you when you told me you weren't going to.

udpown.