THIS MUST BE A FUCKING JOKE.

3 PERIODS IN ONE MONTH.

I'M GOING TO THE DOCTOR.
THIS IS WAR.

I just want to be that girl.

so she gets here in less than a month.
and i just have this fear, this feeling.
she is going to be popular, get invited to the parties,
and leave me in the dust.

blah blah blah, blah blah, blah blah blahety blah, blah blah, blah.

wtf.

Dear body,

I think there has been a mistake in regards to my uterus. I do believe that periods are supposed to arrive once monthly, and I had mine finish about 7 days ago, therefore the arrival of another one I am finding very offensive.

Thank you for taking the time to regard my complaint, I trust that you will take the appropriate actions.

Yours truly,

Emily.

god told me one time, that he'd let me into heaven when I'm done

"I wrote a song about you,"

"Seriously!!??!! What is it about??"

He wrote a song? About me? Wow,
because he's not good with words, he's not good with feelings...

"yeah,"

"Well, what's it about? Can I hear it?"

"no, you can't hear it"

"What! Why not? Come on, what's it about??"

"Well, it's about missing you"

"What is that supposed to mean? I'm right here"

"Yeah, you're right here, right now. You're always gone, always at work, always planning ways to get yourself across the world. We both know that you're not around a lot Em, it's about missing you."

fuck.

eh eh eh

"don't do drugs"

"they're bad for you"

"you're going to regret it"

it's all just a quest for material gain

just the "american dream"

the frame of mind that you need money to be important.

thank you very much, but I think I will just toke up
and think for myself.